I can't sleep.
I'll sleep for 2 or 3 hours then it's like i can't go back to sleep.
to night I slept from about 9:30 to 12:15.
maybe it's because I'm stressing so much over the fact that i can't find a roommate...
I can't keep a job because all but one of the places I have applied for didn't want me...
We have about 3 or 4 months before we can't live here anymore...
I've made an add on Craigs list , I've asked all of the friends that I can think of...
My husband and i are both making stuff and trying to sell it.
I make bears and my husband makes soaps and beard oil.
I don't know what else to do...
Working in the mall almost got my husband and I killed... so i mean....
I can't work there anymore...
We only have one car so it's hard enough trying to get shopping done.
We have enough food for a while so that's good.
If the people upstairs could just stop taking 10 showers a day
maybe our water bill wouldn't be so high.
...I don't know what else to do...
okay , so maybe i'm really stressed.
a little to stressed...
plus it doesn't help that i'm going completely insane not having a baby...
it's takes every last part of me to keep myself
from crying when i see a baby or even a toddler.
i'm sure that parents think i'm just being creepy but.....
it's hard not to stare when the one thing you want is just just two actions away.
Just imagining what he or she would look like kills my insides but i can't help but think about it
no matter how much it hurts.
Bekca
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