Teddy Bears

Does no one want stuffed animals anymore?
I put a lot of work in to these bears and no one wants them.
I know that Wix sucks as far as websites but I have these things posted everywhere!
If you know where to post the bears can you please copy and post this link on your page or facebook or something,  R and B bears 
or this link-  Teddy Bears 

If there is anything else that you think i should do please let me know in the comments or email me. randbbears@gmail.com .
Yes i have 3  different emails.  one from when I was a kid , one for my business , and a professional one.

I'm still confused as to why i even started making them. I guess I just thought that it would be fun to make then and have them for when my husband and i start having kids.
I bet i could make bears out of kids clothes. As long as they aren't super stretchy and there is about 1/2 yard of fabric.. but i think i could pair fabrics together like the bottom of the foot be a different color of the parents choice. and change the ear color, that would be cute. I'm gonna have to try that.

The reason for not putting eyes on the bears is because it looks so freaking creepy! Plus I don't want the eyes falling off and a baby choking on them or a dog dying because it couldn't pass through it's system correctly... cause then I would get sued... and I can't afford that.

            - Bekca

Thoughts For Days

Thoughts over the last few days 

Well... my R and B bears isn't working like I hoped it would.... it's been almost 6 months and no one outside of my family and friends had bought a bear... 

I've spent all this money and have been in so much pain for nothing.... 

I don't know what else to do.  I made a website , I have a Facebook page , I made an Instagram. My brother-in-law  is taking5 of  them to his booth at the market place Charleston Sc. I hope all of them sell there. The more I think about it the more I realize no one wants a bear with no face.

 Maybe I'm just not finding the right people... but then again I have no clue where to find them

So if anyone would be willing to help me , just email me at randbbears@gmail.com please!

any help would be much appreciated. Thank you in advance. 

Now

It is 2:30 am and once again I'm stressing out. I do want to give a huge shout out to my little brother for listening to me when I needed some one even though someone else laughed at me for all the stress and not sleeping... 

 Thank you Sky. You're the best little brother ever and I hope to have a son just like you.  

i don't know how much more i can take.

I can't sleep.

I'll sleep for 2 or 3 hours then it's like i can't go back to sleep. 

to night I slept from about 9:30 to 12:15.

maybe it's because I'm stressing so much over the fact that i can't find a roommate...

I can't keep a job because all but one of the places I have applied for didn't want me... 

We have about 3 or 4 months before we can't live here anymore...

I've made an add on Craigs list , I've asked all of the friends that I can think of...  

My husband and i are both making stuff and trying to sell it. 

I make bears and my husband makes soaps and beard oil. 

I don't know what else to do... 

Working in the mall almost got my husband and I killed... so i mean....

 I can't work there anymore...

 We only have one car so it's hard enough trying to get shopping done.

We have enough food for a while so that's good.

If the people upstairs could just stop taking 10 showers a day

maybe our water bill wouldn't be so high.

...I don't know what else to do...

okay , so maybe i'm really stressed.

a little to stressed...

plus it doesn't help that i'm going completely insane not having a baby...

it's takes every last part of me to keep myself 

from crying when i see a baby or even a toddler.

i'm sure that parents think i'm just being creepy but..... 

it's hard not to stare when the one thing you want is just just two actions away.

Just imagining what he or she would look like kills my insides but i can't help but think about it

no matter how much it hurts. 

Bekca

 

Too Soon.

My husband and i are looking to move again. we can no longer afford the apartments that we are in and we want to move closer to friends/family. Sometime in the next to months we should be moving.

I am finally over this bug that I've had since Monday. yay!

I know this sounds so bad but I know why I pretty much stopped being friends with my cousins and my sister.... I have literally nothing in common with them anymore.  It's like putting Demon Hunter and twenty one pilots  in the same room and expecting them to sing a duet on the spot. One is a heavy metal christian band  and the other is pop so you know that if they don't have some sort of practice it's going to sound like crap. No offense to Demon Hunter , I love y'all. I'm sure you all get what i mean though.


I want a baby so freaking badly. i know that my husband and i agreed on waiting for a year after we got married but goodness!!! I didn't think I want would a kid again so soon!!! 


I got two really cute bears made!