People keep saying that communication is the keep to any relationship. Then how come every time I try to talk to someone that person thinks I'm lying. I don't understand why people have made me out to be some huge liar... It's really starting to get on my nerves. It's as if i can't even say yes with out some one questioning my reasoning or logic. Someone please help me understand, because at this point I feel so lost.
People keep saying that my mom and my sister are open to talk to me about what happened over the last year, but over the last year every time I have tried to talk and they weren't listening. I could be asking questions and they just nod their heads to seem as if the were keeping up with what i was talking about.
The only person to ever hear what I've ever had to say is my husband. I could talk about anything and he would remember what i said word for word 6 months later. It's amazing to see some one finally listen to how i'm feeling and dealing after everything I've been through the last 3 years. I told him almost 2 years ago that i have a secret love for Jazz music. Some times he plays it in the car just because he knows I like it. It's not very often that he does it but he has done it.
There is one song in particular that can calm me down in a second. It's Goodbye Pork Pie Hat by Charles Mingus. there's just this "mmHmm" about it that calms me down faster than anything.
The fact that no one else knows (besides those who are reading this) how much I love this song makes me laugh at those who tell me that they listen to me.
I guess that why I don't have many friends.The problem with people listening to me is pretty much the whole reason i got a blog in the first place
Bekca
People keep saying that my mom and my sister are open to talk to me about what happened over the last year, but over the last year every time I have tried to talk and they weren't listening. I could be asking questions and they just nod their heads to seem as if the were keeping up with what i was talking about.
The only person to ever hear what I've ever had to say is my husband. I could talk about anything and he would remember what i said word for word 6 months later. It's amazing to see some one finally listen to how i'm feeling and dealing after everything I've been through the last 3 years. I told him almost 2 years ago that i have a secret love for Jazz music. Some times he plays it in the car just because he knows I like it. It's not very often that he does it but he has done it.
There is one song in particular that can calm me down in a second. It's Goodbye Pork Pie Hat by Charles Mingus. there's just this "mmHmm" about it that calms me down faster than anything.
The fact that no one else knows (besides those who are reading this) how much I love this song makes me laugh at those who tell me that they listen to me.
I guess that why I don't have many friends.The problem with people listening to me is pretty much the whole reason i got a blog in the first place
Bekca
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