All at Once

You guys.
I'm moving.
But not to the place I had mentioned before.
I'm moving to the beach.
In about a week and three days!
Was boyfriend , now husband is excited to move. You know I hate the beach but this one is actually really pretty. It's on the gulf side of Florida. I'm not as excited as my husband is but still happy. We found apartments and a church to go to. We had to get rid of our dogs so Nala and rose have new homes and both are still very happy.

I've have been asked if I'm moving to run away. Answer- yes and no. I'm not running from my family but I am running from my ex that stalks me. Plus I just don't like this town anymore. There is nothing new and exciting to see anymore. Plus seeing meth labs on my way to and from work is not fun.

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My Family thinks I'm pushing them away....
How can I push them away when they don't include me in anything?

How can I be the one that is pushing away when I was told to stay away and that they thought that I didn't understand?

How can all this be my fault when a phone , snail-mail, and talking work both ways?

I can't always be the first the contact someone. If they really wanted me in their life they would make the effort to contact me at some point.

I have learned the hard way that "blood is not thicker than water".