Going through some Spam just to make sure that i havent gotten an email back about a job or the things i've been trying sell, I came across an email that was sent to me from me past self ...
Here it is -
Dear Rebecca,
Sweetie ...
You have to learn to make your self happy before others can make you happy. No one will be able to help you unless you learn to help yourself.
No one will be able to love you unless you love yourself. It's not going to be easy, but I believe in you. Yes you have been through a lot. Your heart has been crushed, your legs have have the scars of a survivor.
You know that you're worth so much. But you want some one else to see it so that you know that you're not lying to yourself.
You're not crazy. You just want everyone to like you for who you are.
No one can love you unless you love yourself first.
Fight for what you want.
Fight for what you believe.
God is good. God is amazing. You have to love and trust him.
You know that.
If you wanted to die you would have done it that night you had to clean the office by yourself. The night you call your sister and asked her for help.
Deep down you love yourself. You just have to remember. It hurts, I know. But you're so amazing and so strong. I believe in you.
It's time to stop smoking. It's time to own up to what you have and what you want. You have time. You have patients, self worth, self love, own it.
Live how you want. Own up to your mistakes and accept that your not perfect.
No one else will until you do.
I love you ,
your past self.
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I have no idea how I got this ....
But hey. It helps
...
Love you
Bekca
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